Today my husband came home and got very upset about the messy state of our house and how I'm not doing anything about it. To be honest, although I hate his tantrums he has a right to be upset, our house is a mess and I don't really do anymore than I have to to fix it.
I hate the fact that I'm so lazy. I know things that I need to do to fix it but I don't do them.
I am in a habit of relaxing in the morning. I eat breakfast and watch a show. Then I may do the dishes and clean up a little. After that it's time for a nap. Then I spend time on the Internet, reading, or daydreaming. I know this is laziness I have the butt to prove it.
Laziness is a habit, a way of life for me. I need to break it. I'm not getting anywhere in my life by allowing myself to live like this. I come up with all these excuses to why I do what I do or why I don't do other the things I should. It's all laziness.
I read self help books but do nothing they say to do. Reading isn't going to fix anything only doing will and I don't do.
I am trapped by my habits.
My habits: TV, daydreaming, napping, and allowing myself to wander around lost.
These are the habits I'm going to change.
I need to build a new life not only for my family but for me.
No more lazy mom,
Shel
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